For Show or For Soul

Idk What it is about today…everyone is posting selfies and seriously you guys are gorgeous! Wow :)

alxsbnn:

My url has stumped a few followers lately lol. Alxsbnn is just my first and last name, minus all but one of the vowels: Alexis Bennett. I don’t know what I was thinking making a url with one damn vowel. I’m actually in the middle of coming up with a new url but I’m indecisive as hell. 

I’m convinced its my moms dream to have me marry someone from her job and decide I want to work there too. So we can be one happy trio. Lol

*Adds unlocking the truth concert to NY bucket list*

un-controllablemotions:

Made it safe to Ireland…….. I’m just a little tired from the jet lag, plus I didn’t get no sleep on the plane

Yay!!!!!!!

Bubble bath. Prayer. Tea. Sleep. Goodnight all :)

Someone please make a gif of that wade dunk from tonight’s game lol!

King, 

Its Father’s day again- Not my favorite pagan-capitalist holiday, but I manage. I want to dedicate this fathers day to you. You, the future father to our children. One of the main reasons I chose you (to be my partner in Christ for life) is because of the father I see in you. Your nurturing and understanding spirit will be blessings to our children. I know you will not provoke them to anger. I know you will always protect them.  Are you excited as I am for the beautiful minds God will give us? (one boy first and one girl God- willing- Pray! lol ) I want you to know the road will not be perfect at all times, but your children will always need your wisdom, guidance, and strength. They will love you unconditionally. 

I will laugh at your expression when I tell you I’m pregnant. I will cherish your embrace and the warm felling of your hand rubbing my stomach. I will smile watching our son adoringly imitate you. I will chuckle at your delicate focus that rapidly melts to frustration while doing our daughters hair. Hang in there. She’ll forgive you.:] I can hear the squeals and ewwwwwwww’s when we kiss. 

The love we will have in our family will get us through anything. I cant wait. Happy Fathers Day. 

                                                        My deepest love,

                                                                       L 

Sweetie, 

Fathers day burns inside. I know you are searching for him. Today he is supposed to be here. Especially today, but he is not. I know you have been searching hearts furiously to find a love that feels the same. These boys are not your father. Their love will not fill that void. He’s broken you in the worst way and now you give away love that is meant to be earned. It hurts so much to be so much of a person you don’t know- But you are not your father nor your mother. You understand the delicate workings of a young girls heart. HEAL.  Or else your relationships with men will be an attempt to resolve issues you can only confront with your dad. How do you heal? Understand what fear does to young men and young mothers. Understand his background and how he was taught to love. In that you will see he loves you in the same way.  Continue to love him still. This will be your biggest step to freedom. When he is sick take care of him. He will notice the effort. When you have children take them to see him. Children love unconditionally and he will not make the same mistake with a second generation. Forgive him. Cry when you need to and move on. You are an amazing Daughter regardless :] 

Love,

L

Goodnight

tapnashey:

I assembled only expensive kicks, tee’s and pants
I looked doper than a Harvey’s mannequin
Made garments my mouthpiece coz I was too afraid to say hello
I was a mute peacock
My pomposity made me a cripple
Till I learnt I didn’t need designers to speak for me
My soul had enough glow